I never realized how much one person passing away could influence the rest of ur life, ever since my step dad passed my mom is a drunk and she's the only one i had left in my life. I understand i need to grow up im having a baby and yes i did alot but i still need my mom. She makes no effort in my life at all, and she already has a new boyfriend who i am suppose to like. Which i dont. She thinks its okay to have had this guy as her boyfriend so soon! I understand she needs to move on with her life after loosing her husband i didnt expect her to stay single forever, but at least a couple months. She didnt even wait a month. Is it wrong of me to be mad at her? I was hoping i could at least have her to help me with this baby for awhile. And with not having my daughters father around and the man who was going to adopt her and be her father leaving me, I have no one. I wish i wouldnt of revolved my life around that man, i just ended up hurt why say u want this baby than all of a sudden out of no where u dont dont want her and u just leave [ughh] And it feels everything is falling apart. I just hope one day i will find a man who doesnt mind me having a child and who will love me for me and not try and change me.

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So its just another day, trying to get through each one as though nothing has happened. This baby is takin her dear old time! I want her out now!! I know its going to be hard but its hard knowing shes in there too. Lol. And im still trying to get this whole website down. I like it so far, thanks chrissy!

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